• What is this? I am restless I don’t know why But, I feel no interest Just force a smile upon What is this? I see no color But, I am not blind Oh, I see, the world is black No love, no affection What is this? This emptiness I never felt before, or I did but chose to ignore And live a life of mere glass that can shatter Shatter at the slightest touch What is this? I am breathless As if someone is following me Or is it that I want to catch someone How do people smile so easily? Live so freely Will ‘they’ answer me? If I ask The reason for life to be bestowed upon us What is this? I feel alone, separated, anxious I am scared I want to live No perhaps I don’t Yes No matter where I search Whom I ask They give no reply What is this? I am eager I want someone to share my feelings with I searched here and there Tried to open up to many But ended up hurt What is this? Ah! I see, perhaps end Searching for someone I came across this question Why is life bestowed upon us? I am alone I want someone I call out will all my might But no one listens I am tired I will just live like others Yeah What is this? In the end I give up That someone I want to share my feelings, myself with Is no where Oh! I give up I am really afraid Scared I am as if bond by invisible chains of Of what Hatred, love, anger? No perhaps emptiness What is this? I am alone In this darkness days pass But no one comes Please come Someone I want to open up Share I can no longer live alone Why Why is life in the first place? I don’t want jealousy to devour me Please I am alone What is this? I feel attracted to someone or Perhaps I am forcing myself to be attracted Wanting to live on imaginary lies Yes Lies All are lies This life is itself Having no reason to exist Is there an afterlife A happy one Where I can find someone to open up If there is I wish to die Oh! God forgive me But I can no longer Handle these injuries, pain, and suffering Not anymore I am gradually giving up On the believe on the very existence of happiness But, Please, if my angel exists let my voice My hearts reaches you and find me Before I am devoured by this darkness