• I see you looking back at me
    Ashamed of what I’ve done to you
    Begging for an end
    You’ve lost all your friends
    And now the time has come to close your eyes
    But I can’t let you die

    A desperate man
    A desperate plea
    The fleeting darkness haunting me
    Can’t enjoy life because of petty needs
    My desires were answered
    And now on the other side
    It’s waiting for me
    The end of existence

    The only way to prolong life is to take it
    Suffer the wretched victims
    Like objects
    Break them
    Smash their minds
    Fracture their souls
    In portions consume the pieces
    They keep me whole

    Extend what I have left
    Savoring every breath
    But I’ll never be as well as you
    Putrid pigs torn in my slew
    I envy you
    Your existence goes on
    But when I die
    Everything will be gone
    No hopes
    No dreams
    None of these horrid memories
    Because when I die
    All the world becomes nothing

    A desperate man
    On bended knee
    Deal for his soul is haunting me
    Lives to take life
    To save himself
    For on the other side
    Is something worse than Hell
    It’s nothing

    Torture his victims one by one
    Even after morning sun
    The job’s not done until they yield their whole
    Give unto him their last friend
    Their living essence to keep him whole
    He mutilates
    He integrates
    Broken pieces of flesh
    His soul to make

    Thousands dead
    On a whim of a selfish fool
    When he dies
    There’s nothing that he can do
    Wiped from the face of the spirit world
    His punishment to be hurled
    Into oblivion
    Cease to be for self-righteous cause
    Now all he wants
    A chance to extend his limited life

    A desperate man
    A desperate need
    Wants to continue to exist
    Even if it’s torture
    Too much to ask
    For the selfish deed he’s done
    Darkness blackens his sight
    Suddenly all he knew
    Is nothing