• Why am I like this, I never wanted to be like this,
    I never wanted to be used and taken over by so many people.
    Why cant I say that two letter word.
    The word that could put a stop to this,
    A word that is rejecting the offer and saying I don’t want to,
    The word that everyone hates to hear…… is that why
    Is that why I cant say it,
    Because I don’t want to be hated like that word,
    I because I don’t want to hurt people by using that word,
    Because it isn’t who I am,
    No, no, no,
    I can say it to myself and to my mind ,
    But then why cant I say it to people,
    Because im use to the pain,
    Because I don’t want them to feel the pain ive been feeling all these years,
    Why
    Why cant I just say the stupid two letter word
    No?