A True Bully

• Artist: rythmqueen6
• Description: This is a poem from my life a long time ago. I've been having that on my head allot recently, so I just let all the feelings I had about that spew onto here. It's about real life problems, and probably something allot of the people reading this have gone through (if not, I guess there are less than I thought). I wrote this in a small amount of time, and again, it's about my life, so, sorry if it stinks.
• Date: 03/24/2011
• Tags: true bully

I thought I had a friend.
I thought that I could care.
I found out not too long after she said that we were friends.
I realized what she really meant, But I just kept pretending.
I forgave her every time she did something not right.
I convinced myself that she was a true friend.
I noticed that deep inside, No matter what I said or did, I would always know the truth.
I now look back upon my cowardly self and ask, "Why didn't I just except the truth?"
I know the answer to that question, But I say it's wrong.
I never wanted to think about the truth.
I know what she truly was, For she was just a bully.
I was pushed around by her for not too long.
I know that it was not too long, But still it feels like years.
I now wish that I could change the past, But it was far too long ago.
I know, Deep in my heart, That she was a TRUE bully.