• Thinking of only you.
    Feeling this pain wondering from day to day.
    Walking alone through these streets crying inside.
    Only show my anger beside myself with pain.
    Nor knowing who would care to hear me.
    I don't think he knows how he won't leave my thoughts.
    These aren't lies my heart is tied by him.
    As much as I try to run from it I get no where fast.
    Never changing, always hating awakening to him not there.
    next to me where he would sleep, feeling as if while I was asleep that's when I was truly awake.
    When my eyes open all I see is this nightmare. Called the never ending plus.
    No matter what I feel inside there's only anger showing to the world I don't want them to know.
    I still need his arms, those people who think I'm fine I'm not.
    I lie so much it's become normal to say nothings wrong.
    I'll wake up soon when I get some sleep.
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    This is about the only man I've love more then my own family. Each time we get together for a very long amount of time. It ends very badly, but I'll I want is him.
    I don't think he even care in the first place though. I can only cry when no ones her.

    What got me thinking about submitting this poem was this song.....
    I'll Wait For You Elliot Yamin