• Hey look at me I'm happy!! Oh wait, I'm not... I look happy on the outside but on the inside I'm dying, piece by piece and little by little... In other words I'm like a clown who always has to show a happy face regardless of how he feels on the inside, just like me. I'm miserable and I'm falling apart on the inside, but on the outside I show a happy face and smile just so other people don't feel worried or take advantage of my battered empty soul, undeniably dead because of all the hardships of life... So with these words I continue my life as The Self-Classified Clown showing a smile to hide the pain and tears...