• Stressed, depressed
    Powerless, not remotely in control
    Clashing winds spiral and collide on in
    --A sudden depression--
    I hate to say it but, I no longer know who you are

    Nothing but unheard cries and unhealed scars
    Mighty pain of mistaken hate
    Broken spirits plummet to the floor
    I hate to say it but, I no longer know who you are

    Look at my reflection, it stares back at me
    I see deep but sad unemotional holes where my eyes should be
    Not trying to be impassionate, that’s just me
    But in my mind, everything is as it’s supposed to be

    You never know what lies beyond or beneath mere fear, mere reality, mere failure,
    mere strength, mere power, emotion, truth, falsehood, spoken words
    What lies beyond and beneath spirit, mind, thought, body, soul, heartfelt ache, pain, wonder
    --It’s wonderful-- But… Just mere Splendor…
    And I hate to say it but, I no longer know who you are

    Situations and circumstances figure themselves out; everything and everyone else just let go
    It’s beings that let go; no hope to work at life long things
    The very being of me is made up in that way
    Self-Realization proceeds after stubborn aggressions, and yet, it supersedes it
    I hate to say it but, I no longer no you anymore

    Restless, made defenseless,
    Sinking to the bottom of emptiness where pity meets pure stupidity
    Could care less about who made the mess
    The outsider gained access
    And now you see apathy at it’s best

    The heartless, obdurate, malicious person you know knows no boundary
    to the depth and epitome of uncanny, uncaring, obnoxious arrogance
    It’s limitless
    And that’s exactly who I am… The way I am… The way I want to be…
    But I’m sorry, I hate to say it, but... I no longer know me…