• I never wanted to be this way
    I never wanted to feal this way
    But you forced me too when you went away and never came back
    Now i fix all my problems with pain
    It feals right to do this
    The scars on my body continue
    As much as i need to stop
    I just cant
    I dont know why
    Theres something wrong with me
    Its like you took a peice of me and now i am empty
    i fill this emptiness with pain
    Blood is every where
    Pain is everything i have now
    But this wont last awhile
    Because i will die
    my ubsession will consume me and take my life
    unless you come back
    but my intention is not strong
    each and every day i become closer
    closer to the one day i can let go
    no longer will pain be apart of by life
    i will let go and soar to the heavens
    and watch over you to see why you left me
    today is the day
    lay down and let go
    now pain is no longer with me i am in the heavens still resting up my scars
    As each scar disapears the more my memories of you fade away in excitence.