• No matter how hard I try,
    I still don't want to be alive.
    No matter how hard I try,
    I'm still waiting for death to arrive.
    Will he knock on my door
    and let it be swift?
    Or will he continue to torture,
    while I'm still trying to uplift.
    Myself.
    I am selfish.
    but I don't want it that way,
    will you let me just vannish?
    Or just continue to lead me astray?
    For this,
    I have been working.
    For us,
    I have been believing.
    Running circles around you,
    have you not thought us through?
    You've seen it yourself,
    I can't love me if I don't love You.
    You.
    You, are all I have,
    but somehow you don't see it.
    You, are the one I live for,
    it's not difficult for me to admit.
    The time I spend with you,
    I will never forget.
    The love I feel for you,
    I can never regret.
    I feel it in my gut,
    and I hope that I am not wrong.
    These days with you aren't over,
    because with you is where I belong.