• Dear Heart, Can you do me a favor and let go of this guy? Can you stop giving me chills when he smiles or at least stop the butterflies when he walks by? Making me think of him whenever I hear that song on my iPod isn’t fair. You said you where over him, what happened? Haven’t we been over the fact that his heart isn’t telling him the same stuff you’re telling me? Why do you continue to compare every boy I start to have feelings for to him? How is it that you still care for him so much when all he has done was silently damage you? Stop thinking its love, stop being so stupid and stop being blind. Just let it go already! Why are you stuck? Probably his smile or his dimples or the fact that he knows basically everything there is to know about us but accepts us even knowing our biggest flaws. Your still dreaming aren’t you? Dreaming of the things you wanted to accomplish with him by our side. All the stuff you knew you were ready for, as long as he was the only one showing you. Is this why your keeping me still, waiting for him to hold you? Well I have news for you heart, if he doesn’t love you now I don’t think he ever will. There is no use in waiting. I know we will have those nights where crying is the only medicine that can heal this wound. But you can’t think of it as you’re not good enough for him. It’s just not meant to be, not now. I only ask one more thing from you, my sweet fragile and fractured heart. Never forget him, because even though he may not know he has helped us learn. Do not regret ever meeting him because he plays a big part in making us who we are today. Forgive him for everything he has ever done because without forgiveness how can we ever move forward?It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it. so please heart, just let him go.