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Suicidal Mission
Verse 1:
Going ‘round in circles. Life will never change. I just want some peace and quiet. Why is that so strange? Wasting so much time. Living so helplessly. So bored of the wind. So tired of the sky. I just want to die. And that’s exactly what I’ll do.
Chorus:
Just laying here in darkness. Insanity is tearing me apart. I don’t know what to do anymore. I believe I lost my Heart. Why can’t you be here? I feel lost on this earth. Why must I suffer? I’m on a suicidal mission.
Verse 2:
I walk through the front doors of some tall building hoping to jump off. There is nothing that I want. No one that I love. Standing in the elevator rising to the top. Finally I stand on the edge ready to fall.
Chorus:
. . .
Verse 3:
I feel the wind rushing past my face. I am going to leave the world without a trace. I lean forward and my feet leave the roof. This was a crime without any proof. As I’m falling, I fly with the birds. All the people down below gather in herds.
Chorus:
. . .
Verse 4:
I wake up and everything’s white. Is this heaven I thought? Let’s just hope I was right. Then I hear a doctor calling out my name. Damn it, I had failed. I cannot bear such shame. I am going to sit on my cot and find another way.
Chorus:
. . .
Verse 5:
Sitting in my bathtub. Knife to my wrist. The hot water is rising. This is such a risk. I make a swift motion across my vein. And my blood is bright red. Knowing that soon I’ll be dead, I lean back to relax. I start to get drowsy and my eyelids close shut.
Altered Chorus:
Just drifting in darkness. Insanity no longer tearing me apart. I know now, I can’t feel anymore. I believe I lost my soul. Why weren’t you there? I am gone from this earth. I no longer suffer. I finished my suicidal mission.
- by xXx_Mental_Society_xXx |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 08/19/2010 |
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- Title: Suicidal Mission
- Artist: xXx_Mental_Society_xXx
- Description: Uhmm... This is a song I wrote. Just pretty much what I imagine can go through a person trying to commit suicide. I know it's pretty short but if you listen to what's in my head, there's lots of instrumentals... Anyways, hope you enjoy my lyrics<3
- Date: 08/19/2010
- Tags: suicidal mission song emotional
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