• I ask myself sometimes,
    Just how important am i in life?
    Do i even make a difference,
    To anyone around me or to myself?
    These are two deep questions.

    When i ask myself how important i am,
    I get from my heart an answer that screams joy of importance.
    From my soul all i get is a question of importance back.
    From my brain i get the qustion of what does importance matter in life.
    These are three internal answers.

    I see my life move around even when i stay still,
    So i wonder if i wasnt here would it make a difference in other's lives?
    The world never seems to stop when others leave,
    So would a mere mortals world stop for the loss of my mortal soul?
    These are two questions of life.

    I look at the clock and wonder what it would be like to not wake up.
    Would it be peaceful as people say?
    Or would it be just another hoax of all the lies ive been fed?
    Would the tunnel open up for me or would i be stuck here to watch these lives pass?
    These are three questions of sanity.

    When i look at tthe world through these mortal eyes,
    I cant tell if im looking at a world with needs,
    Or just a world of wants.
    Is this a world that recieves but does not give back?
    These are three thoughts of humanity.

    When i look into other mortal eyes,
    I dont know if i see greed for power,
    Or lust for pleasure,
    Or is it the same sorrow that i feel inside?
    These are three thoughts of life wrongs.

    When i look in the mirror all i see is disgust,
    To me as a mortal and to me as an important figure.
    I dont see happiness in the slightest of ways,
    Except for a glimore of hope to mean something in someones life.
    These are thougts of my mind.