• I dont think sitting here cring is helping.I keep holding on to the person in the past. Every time i see a new picture of him i start to think what if i was his girlfriend again? What if i could hug and kiss you again without people giving me s h i t? What if? What if? I hate thinking what if. I hate this feeling. It hurts like hell no one should ever have to go throuh this. Does he feel the same way? Does ge care? Does he still love me? I dont like to think that he hates me but unfortually my head is filled with that thought and i hate it. Its not a fu thing to talk about for me. People tell me i should stop with the What ifs and let out the tears dont hold it in and sooner or later ill get over it.well ihope their right. Love really does hurt when its another guy that your cring over and not the guy your with. And sitting here in the dark and cold really REALLY sucks. crying