• i am not who you think i am.
    i am scared and unsure and confused.
    i am not happy with who i have been and are.
    i feel small and unimportiant.
    i am nothing.
    but this is not who you know me as.
    to you, i am so much different,
    i am scared for you to find out the real me.
    the scared,unsure confused creature that i really am.
    so i created for you, a mask.
    beautiful and brave and strong and wise.
    and everyday i hide behind this mask,
    faking it all.
    scared that you will realize who i am.
    what i am.
    hoping that mabey you wont care.
    knowing you will.
    and praying, praying, that one day i will need my mask no more.