• The things that I remember
    the things I must forget
    they bring the pain and relief.
    I find it just to lose it
    I love it cuz I hate it.
    It's emo on the inside, but not on the out
    the scars are ony heart, but yet not on my wrists.
    I outwit them with my ignorance
    I make sence cuz i'm insane.
    In my grasp but out of reach.
    His love just breaks my heart.
    This music that sooths but later hurts
    conversations I start yet want to end.
    The things that start the arguments
    I no I must agree too.
    A war between a mind and heart,
    both are quite irrational
    one that is inevitable.
    So I'll take it on the outside
    and I'll lose it on the in.
    I will live but also die
    i'll tell the truth but still I'll lie.
    And I'll never let you know the things I need to say
    because my heart is closed, my mind is open.
    And I will say hello
    even when u say goodbye.