• Does god exist?
    Does he notice when I sin knowing I can do better?
    Does he notice that I feel as if I'll suffer forever?
    Why do we have to die?
    Why do we have to kiss the lips of death?
    It's like we're doomed when we take our first steps
    Is death a reward?
    When we live in a world so violent
    We're on a plane headed for hell
    Who the heck is the pilot?
    Is it me?
    Is there a way I can be saved?
    I curse my head off every day.
    Knowing I can speak like I have sense
    I just wish this wasn't present tense
    Is today the last day I'll live?
    Or will I have to do this again?
    What am I talking about now?
    Is my wondering pointless?
    I always said I would be more positive
    But that doesn't seem to come easy
    I smell the delicious scent of death
    Why does it have to tease me?
    But if I get a taste
    Will I want to spit it out?
    My head is filled with questions
    Better yet it's filled with doubt
    Dying seems so simple
    When living is a struggle
    Hate drips frequently
    I stepped right in a puddle
    Friends can't be found
    Love is a lie
    Life begins lonely
    Why won't I just die?
    evil twisted evil