• insanity it taste so sweet on my tongue
    this mental disease is a beautiful gift to recieve
    you just pushed an pushed till one day i fell to the ground
    an from that moment on the world has never been the same
    darkness flooded my already twisted mind
    oh how i wish to see your face again
    the sight of you brings me such pleasure an yet such despair
    an this devilish grin spreading across my face is for you
    its for every time you broke me down but i got back up an rebuilt it all over again
    but you planned out your attack well a little to well for me to handle this time
    even though my battles just begun my mind will never give up i shall fight till your death
    i look at it this way theres 2 things i could proceed with doing:
    get the ******** out of there
    or
    look my sweet demon in the eyes an fight the temptaion to rip you to shreds
    so ill take a step back into the darkness an count to ten
    1. please forgive me for my selfish ways
    2,3
    4.take away these cloudy days
    5,6
    7.time to get myself a fix
    8,9
    10. ill pray until the unholy clock ticks
    times up has my mind lost the war?
    i see you lying on the cold hard floor for i have been victorious
    now im trapped in a dark closet i understand it all now
    i lost my mind in the process
    winning is mostly losing all of it i guess...........