• Standing in the bathroom
    I can feel every emotion
    Hitting me
    Slamming me in the gut
    Crushing my heart

    I cant breathe
    No words come out
    Not even the scream
    Stuck in my throat

    I hate this
    Living in this hell
    Always crying
    Always hurting
    Its like a never ending battle
    And I lose it all

    My eyes rest upon something shiney
    Glittering
    And radiating comfort

    It calls to me
    Promising me
    Eternal rest
    And salvation

    I pick up the razor
    And bring it to my wrist
    The scream finally escapes my lips
    As my blood begans to drip

    Voices start to fill my ears
    Coming from the door
    My family calling my name
    Their words full of terror

    They cant get in
    I made sure of that
    The door is locked
    And I smile in satisfaction

    Another cut to my flesh
    And the hurt starts to fade
    My whole being starts to numb

    Now there is pounding
    Coming from the door
    They get frantic
    But why should I care

    A third stab
    And Darkness starts to kick in
    I laugh like a lunatic
    As I slam against the wall
    And slide down to the floor

    Its over I can feel it
    No more pain
    And no more suffering

    Blood pools around me
    As my vision dims
    The voices from outside
    Become distant

    I feel nothing
    When my world turns black
    But the comfort and solitude
    of being free

    The bad things
    That haunted me
    For years and years
    Are now finally gone
    As I fall into a deep forever sleep