• How many times must i lay awake silent and still with every breath i take.How many lies must i tell myself before i see the truth.How much blood will i lose before these tears stop.How much blood will i shed before i am full.How many times will i force myself to look.How many times will i force myself to listen.How many times will i force myself to watch.How many times will i go numb.How many times will i sweat to much.How many timesmust i push myself.How many times will i write these rymes.How many questions must i ask.How many questions left unasked.How many answers must i find.How many answers must i give.How many times must i say how many times.But most of all out of all this if nothing answered please answer this,when will i wake up and How many times must i get broken

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