• my visions

    I began to feel depressed today
    maybe it was the way the sun shined upon my face
    maybe it was the memories of the past slowly engulfing my mind
    maybe it was her
    maybe it was Marley traveling throughout my ears
    hiding my memories
    secreting my pain
    hiding my joy
    concealing my hate
    hiding my love
    it could have possibly been the bonfire aroma in my memories
    or possibly the sandy shore I sat next to while i inhaled that smell
    i remember i wished to be an actor
    i remember i wished to be a poet
    my memories began to dance in my mind
    how they were so filled with joy
    then they began to cry
    my memories know more than i do
    I created my memories
    and my memories created me
    but my past visions
    know I no longer smile
    know I no longer create more
    to accompany the others

    I never needed help
    I can always stand and rise
    but now
    my mind is corroded
    I need someone
    to create more memories
    to slowly become the man i was
    ....
    a man who no one cared for
    and never will
    for no one really knows
    my name
    and will never know the memories
    and visions behind it
    ...
    I have these pair of eyes
    and these eyes
    can see more than anyone can
    for I still have ten million miles left to walk
    my feet are bloody and sore
    but I must keep walking
    we all must keep walking
    for no one else in this world matters
    except you
    you can never see what I'm going to see
    but I can never see what you’re going to see
    for this whole entire world is yours
    for this whole entire world is mine
    I know my name will soon die after I do
    and I will soon be forgotten
    but when I die the whole world will end
    as should when you die
    but this life is still mine
    and I will keep walking
    until you forget about me.

    Love the life you live,
    live the life you love