• Somewhere between our laughs, long talks and little jokes we had, i fell in love with him. There was a time when I was happy. He's the one I love, with every piece of my heart. Without him I am nothing, I canl't live without him. There's something about him that draws me closer to him. He's so far away, and I cray almost everyday. My heart is longing to truley be his. My world came crashing down the day I realized I was holding onto a dream that was never going to come true. Should I smile cause we're friends? Or cry cause that's all we'll ever be. Breathing is such a task when I don't have him, I love him so much.

    And everyday, I look into the mirror and see the same ugly girl. The one whom is nothing like the other girls. She isn't pretty, nor anywhere close to the word. She isn't even skinny. She's fat, ugly, worthless .

    The hardest part about walking away from him, is knowing he wont run after me. Tonight when I settle down to rest, you can be sure it will be him I'm crying over. And I can be sure it will never end. Another lonely night with empty dreams. Goodbye my love, goodbye my friend. You have been the one, you have been the one for me. Good bye my lover, goodbye my friend, I will always love you.