• Through sleepless nights,
    your face shows in my dreams,
    even though our love is in the past,
    I cant seem to shake this feeling,
    would it be wrong if I still have feelings for you,
    the painful times and hurtful lies,
    for some reason kept me returning back to you,
    I thought you would be the only one for me,
    Because of sweet words and loving embraces,

    Love was step one in this situation,
    seeing each other was step two,
    planning our lives together step three,
    hoping that would remain ok,
    I wish I could turn back the hands of time,
    that way you would've remained mine,
    but all I can do now is wish,
    wanting that faithful day that you'll talk to me,
    tell me why things didn't go as planned,

    why i had to be the bigger man,
    though fighting and hurtful words took their form,
    I couldn't help but pretend it didn't happen,
    sure I complained and tried to take it all in,
    but my friends were there to defend,
    why do people fall out of love?
    and why do others still have love for those forgotten?
    I want to love and be happy once again,
    but I'm afraid of the consequences in the end,
    I question my thoughts everyday,
    deciding if i should lock my heart away,

    So whats the right choice for someone like me?
    knowing that I'll be alone,
    in the depths of a dark sea,
    hiding my true feelings away where no one can see,
    I'm not asking for another chance,
    just to make things right,
    if it were to happen would i like you all over again?
    maybe we're just better off this way,
    though i will bite my lip,
    when i see that other loved one beside you,
    I'll get jealous and wish that was me,
    change names online,
    to represent the new love that makes you happy,

    I'll miss your comforting voice,
    hearing i love before we departed,
    the forming of butterflies that started,
    Miss you always that maybe true,
    Maybe later on in life I'll find someone,
    Someone better than you.