• Now that I'm alone and cold inside.
    Maybe I'll finaly grasp the sanity that was lost all thoes years ago.
    Maybe I'll be able to live my life without pain and regrets.
    No that will never happen.
    I regret loving you and I regret missing you as much as I do.
    I regret all of the lies I let you tell me.
    I feel the pain as I remember all thoes times on the phone when you told me 'I love you' or 'I miss you soo much'.
    Why did you do it to me?
    Was I the only one you thought it would hurt as bad as it does?
    Even after I told you how much pain I was in.
    Even after I confessed something that had been burried for years and years.
    Did you think it wouldn't hurt me more by e-mail?
    Did you think that all would be fine after it?
    Is that why you continued to awake in my dreams and rip apart the very holes I tried to repair.
    Is that why when I hear anything that reminds me of you I begin to shed the very tears you said I would never have to?
    You killed the very thought that maybe just maybe someone I met would help me relive the love I once felt from a long ago lover.
    He was my all and so were you.
    I miss you I love you and yet none of this means a thing to you.
    Out of all the lies I heard from you 'I'll love you forever' was my favorite one.