• I never know what to say
    My mind isnt clear
    My heart want to say so much
    But never finds a way

    I find myself lost in thought
    Should I admit everything,
    Put my heart out on the line
    Or can I hold it in one more time?

    It isnt easy to express my feelings
    I dont know how that works
    Its like a clock, never knowing to tick
    I have been hurt already by so many jerks

    I could tell you that I miss you
    But I know it wont speed this along
    I want to give you time
    Because its all I have to give
    I know even a simple love song
    Or any that remind me of you
    Cant change this old feeling that isnt new
    But I will admit, I want to live
    Its been so long since I have wanted to
    Always waiting for death at my door
    Asking for something to end all the pain
    And somehow you never forgot my name

    Its like that one moment we met
    Was meant to happen
    We were supposed to hit the bottom
    Before we could get back up
    No longer feeling alone
    Everything was perfectly set
    I remember what you said
    The game you had going
    Your words so foreign to me
    Forcing me to find their meaning
    And being so impressed
    Nothing changed, Nothing has changed
    Even now as we grow so estranged

    I wish I could stop clouding myself
    Clouding my mind in all this haze
    Of all the hours and days
    That go by and I begin to count
    Until you say something back
    I know I let things get off track
    Its time for me to deal with life
    But all the while still there dreaming
    And scheming what to say to you
    All I can say right now is, I miss you