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The Rain Falls…
On these misty streets, reflecting on the remains after divorce
The dejected and battered reflection is all there seems to be now
Your legal counsel left the court room, my heart shackled
The last five years have all been erased
Only the rain is left to cleanse me,
Still paying for all the pain that you've done
Venturing towards the lunacy of downtown
Vision blurred by tears and the forceful rain
Walking away from the shame
While guilt seeps out from my heart
I drove you not just from my life
But into another person’s arms
Before I could consider rather or not you ever truly cared
Someone from out of the blackness seized me into the alley
I couldn't afford to lose the last part of you I had
So I pleaded past the falling rain to not have its life ended
Perhaps from my beguile only the robbery continued
The declaration of young life brought out a measure of love
So I handed over my capital
Crawling away from the punishing sin
But just then a knife was produced
Casting the horrid reflection of my pain
After years of violence my face has changed with them all
Now you add your blade to growing sharpness of my guillotine
Can my detachment be the blame for all that has come onto me
That this crushing cross, this Spiral Downward, is where I belong
Was I birthed to live amongst pain?
Is that why I am alive?
So that when I retire to sleep every single time
Your sweet smiling face will manifest in my mind
Leaving me terrified, to the point of asphyxiation
As you fill my battered soul with your repulsive accusations
Unable to neglect it as I carry you still within me
You gave this to me only for you want it taken away
Retreating swiftly from the blade out of fear
Tackled by strength and able to grasp only one woman’s attention
Still we both looked up to see her looking in from the streets
Before she ran into the rainy night, leaving me to be pillaged
Guarding my middle as against the wall I was stood
Another demon escaped from this shadowed dome
Exchanging their weapons, a gun in the hand of true evil
For all the past thoughts I’ve endured is about to change . . .
Still The Rain Falls…
In this cold and wet alleyway
They stood there before me
Disgorging the malicious revulsion
Made me wear a tiara of thorns
And like blood-spattered fingers
Materialized my escalating fear
Their faces barely visible
But the sickening dialogue
Echoed their imminent savagery
Nailing me to the stake with their plans
While I felt the life’s beating heart
But it went unnoticed over the pouring tears from God
I slowly crept down the wall
Needing a second to escape
But this act they would not let me make
The gun pointed at my face
But pleading came from my right
From the perpetrator who now held the knife
Since an argument fueled their boiled hate
The kick to thy stomach viciously
Then watched me slide to the pavement below
Blood and life depleting from my body
Yet the two remained
Their faces still evading light;
Draining me of all my fight
Yet as I felt its kicking young life
Their tongues voiced a choice of death
I could feel the young lives final breath
Instead of nourishing upon this lifeless dream
The vulnerability gave them an escape
Smiling proudly in response to horrid screams;
That went unheard over the torrential rain
Barely conscious and left to face
A new wall of pain that lives here
Because what the nasty divorce prevented
Were you being here to save me and your son
The robbery was swift when it was all said and done
The only body they found was me
And the blood washing into the street
Prevented the fat ladies only song
So your treachery still cost me the young life
Laying in intensive care with needles in my arms
I wonder how much it would have loved its Mommy
And every time I voice these horrid screams
I am murdering the torture hand life ALWAYS deals me
Outside The Rain Still Falls…
- by LOL Chubby Rainbow LOL |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 08/09/2009 |
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- Title: aborticide
- Artist: LOL Chubby Rainbow LOL
- Description: Just something I wrote After my girlfriend got put in the hospital when I was feeling so lonely.
- Date: 08/09/2009
- Tags: aborticide dark goth
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- LOL Chubby Rainbow LOL - 08/09/2009
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- Irisaurs_ - 08/09/2009
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