• Preparing myself for that moment of lose
    thinking of how im going to handle it.

    And when I finally take those small steps
    it seems that I lost everything.

    I'm stuck.. and I have lost somthing
    I lost what I want to do next.

    Knowing your so close
    makes it that much harder to react.

    Wanting to make the connection
    but held back by somthing unseen.

    Needing to escape from the pain
    I force myself to take the road that seemed best.

    Laying there all night thinking of what I did
    I know now what I didnt then.

    I know now that with any hope of ever..
    being able to talk to you again.

    I should have taken the other path
    should have brought me closser to you.