• Its funny how i have soo much power
    so much pride... so much strength
    but yet i can take alot of pain.
    every guy ive known has yelled at me once
    and i dont say anything.
    i take it like im some chiuahaha
    i just stay silent and shut it...
    instead of speaking out.
    i dont look up i dont say a word....
    for someone elses face i will see.
    i bite my tongue... and force myself....
    not to backtalk...ever.
    i clench my jaw and ball up my fist...but i still take this crap
    forever.
    so why is it when you yell it makes me scared?
    it makes me wanna scream for help.
    but im frozen right now...i cant move...i just take it...
    a verbal beaten is what i call this...
    so ill sit here in silence...and not say a word...
    as you yell and rant and shout...
    for i will feel less like a woman... because i wont
    stand up and do whats right...so go ahead...take your fill...
    take a picture of my face... see me crying inside...
    see my head held down... go ahead shout.