• I can't believe you.

    You say you believe in the same things as me...

    you say you believe in me.

    Yet as I stand here alone being judged for who I am and what I believe in you do not come to my side and defend me.

    Do you lie?

    Are you the type of person who says one thing and does the complete opposite?

    You didn’t use to be this way!

    I watch you from where I stand

    I see the look in your eyes the same look they always have when you mess up...

    They say they are sorry but I know it's just a lie.

    Was I wrong?

    Was it wrong to love you?

    I look back into your eyes and I know it was.

    I hate you!

    At least I think I do.

    As I look into your eyes again I know when I said I hated you it was a lie.

    Who I really hate is myself...

    For believing in you so many time and being let down.

    I just thought this time would be different.

    I thought last time would be different too.

    But you never are different...

    You never change

    You will always let me down.

    I look over to where you sit watching me be judged...

    You see me look over at you this time and mouth the words...

    "Sorry I love you I won't hurt you again."