• What to do when you mess up
    and can't fix it?
    What can you do when you're such a major ******** up
    and the pieces won't fit?
    What about when the guilt makes you feel like you want to throw up
    because you feel so sick with yourself and your bullshit?
    How would you feel?
    How would you deal?
    Best friends keep leaving when you're at your weakest
    and life seems it's bleakest
    only to throw more at you.
    The hate,the despair,
    the stress that makes you pull out your hair...
    Tears keep falling
    and it feels like you're always crawling...
    You've cried so much you should be numb.
    Comfortably,blissfully numb.
    But you're not.
    tears will still fall because you know you've been dumb.
    He was your best friend,your buddy,you hurt him.
    Tears of guilt fill to the brim.
    You never cry,but now you can't stop.
    You just sit and cry.And cry.And cry...
    There's nothing you can do now but watch the tears drop.
    You want to hate him,with all your might...
    but he was your best friend.
    And although you try to hate him now,it's too late........
    Because you've already lost the fight.