• a sin u say is it a sin
    to live or die
    from wat i can tell people
    most offen tell me its a sin to die
    if its a sin to die y do i get the feeling
    as if ill enjoy it more then life its self
    for when i live i just feel as if im yet another pawn in a game of chess
    wat an endless struggle before me is it really fate that i have to live life
    with this burden i hold on my shoulders for i feel if i take my own life
    nothing good would happen
    ill just be a burden for those around me for this i shall survive
    yet another horriable dream i face
    hmm maybe i should call it an endless
    nightmare