• only a story my scared heart can tell
    we are cast under a magic spell
    only you I shall remember only you i must forget
    some thoughts I will not regret
    afraid to share my feelings deep within
    to embrace them from deep within
    to retrieve them from the well in my heart
    let them rise to the surface to let them to be known
    let the light shine so we see there mercy and grace
    these i cannot replace
    to daydream of you and see you heavenly face
    an angel from a heavenly place
    your beautiful life should be known
    and how much you had grown
    let the light shine in places long forgotten
    but I will never see you again you are some where far
    you will always be deep in my mind and heart
    in my soul in my dreams
    my life my soul my everything
    when i finally see you my heart will stop and my jaw will drop
    but you chose to cheat and do me wrong
    but now your are far from and me so gone
    to get over you was my goal
    you are a tree rooted to my heart
    growing with time and slowly dieing
    my mind wants to cut you down but your roots will forever remain
    slowly decaying in the passing time
    so my scared heart lays broken and crying
    slowly decaying slowly dieing
    weak and withered gasping for air
    slowly awaiting its final despair
    then a hear of news of your death
    I fall to ground holding my chest
    and take my final breath
    i am laying cold and still
    one final tear falls from my eyes
    in shape of your heart
    represent the love we once had with my final exhale
    never getting the truth from you forever wounded
    your betrayal to me prevented you from reaching the pearly gates
    laying looking down my shattered heart aches
    never to be used agin