if i died

• Artist: 144xXLou-LouXx144
• Description:
• Date: 06/15/2009
• Tags: died suicide

if i died by my choice what would you do
sit and think to see if you could have stoped me
well i have news there was no stoping my mind was set
everyday i see more and more poeple laugh and joke about me
but yet no one ever stoped it
infact they just laughed along
did you ever think what that does to a person
did you ever think how that makes a person feel
but the thing that pushed me off the deep end
was that no one ever noticed the signs
i was depressed
i gave all my stuff away
i talk about my plain all the time but you just laughed as if it were a joke
the only emotion i ever showed was pain and unhappyness
i don't think it could have been any clearer



please comment i love hearing what you think

Comments

[Zume36]

every single 1 of thous is so much true about me but not the laughing at part the try 2 tell people about what i want 2 do they laugh like it's a joke and the only thing makes me feel better is giving things away i act happy and play a little act of being ok....but i'm not i just want 2 die and leave my pain...u understand me and we havent even meet be4?...lol it's cool really.....u r the BEST!!!!! love it ^^ sorry if this long....show my feelings >.< sorry