• Sitting at the window,
    Watching as the rain hits the glass.
    The rain falls,
    Just like the tears from my eyes.
    I've waited hours,
    Even days and weeks...
    Just to realize this one thing.
    I love you,
    So painfully I can't bare it.
    With this feeling inside of me,
    I seem to look at life....
    A little bit different.
    I'll open my arms and see you,
    I can see what you're like....
    When you're not around them.
    The friends you think are great,
    they're hurting me....
    inside and out.
    And what you don't see,
    is how they hurt us...
    Not just me....
    But you too.
    They change you,
    mold you.
    It's painful to see,
    and that's why i can't.
    I can't love you,
    I can't trust you...
    Even though you stick around,
    just to hear me talk.
    Even though you make me laugh,
    every time im in a bad mood.
    Even though you look at me,
    in that sweet way.
    Even though your thoughts aren't as bad,
    as bad as theirs.
    Even though,
    you're just generally perfect....
    I can't.
    You can ask me ever day,
    the same question...
    if i'll go out with you.
    Honestly,
    I can't be put through the pain.
    I'm sorry,
    my love,
    But i can't.
    It's not just to protect myself,
    But it's for my other love.
    I can't decide,
    Decide between you two.
    There's a road I know,
    an empty road full of good memories and colors.
    Then there's yours,
    an unknown land.
    I wish you could help,
    But the decision is mine.