• You know that feeling, trying your hardest to be perfect for everyone,
    Before having it smashed to smithereens before your eyes?
    Yeah, I know it all too well <3

    Why do you all expect the very best
    When that is what I give you?
    No, you wouldn't know.

    This smile? A mask I wear, just for you.
    All too heavy, having to wear it day after grueling day.
    Why should I wear it then?
    Oh yeah, to please you idiots~

    Oh, dont take my words personally, they are for the world to read.
    This stress I feel doesnt matter to you,
    You dont care anyways.

    I cant wait to get away from you
    The world forcing me to change.
    What if I dont want to?
    You would make me conform anyways

    Wouldn't you?

    I know you too well.

    Thinking im insane, aren't you.
    Having part of your life desert you
    That would cause your insanity too. But I wouldn't know. Im not important.

    That is what the world whispers to me, no matter what.

    Emotions are for fools who cant comprehend them.
    Everyone enjoys life
    While they should be working for what is handed to them,
    On a shining silver platter

    I had all that once.

    Then my dad lost his job <3
    But you wouldnt know, would you?

    Why do I try to survive
    When my efforts are futile
    And you aren't any help either, no matter what you think.

    Im not that little princess you want me to be
    Nor am I the perfect friend, or the nicest girlfriend.
    You should learn to accecpt that.
    Maybe then I would like you <3

    Untill then, dont mind me
    The figure at the back of the room
    Hiding from all you fools who dont understand what it means
    To be free, away from all labels.

    But you would label me anyways.

    Wouldn't you <3...