Again And Again

• Artist: Vengeful Violet
• Description: Here's a sad love story... :|
  
  P.S: Paragraph 1 up to the part where I talk about my dad and shooting him, is true. The rest is just something I felt like typing down. He really just actually used me just to get to know my sister better. T_T
  
  And just in case you think I'm plagiarizing someone named kookiekoala on quizilla-- she's me. But if it has someone else with this poem, let me know because then that person's plagiarizing ME.
  
  Thanks :)
• Date: 06/01/2009
• Tags: again lyingboyfriend depressed broken

I loved him so much, and I couldn't let him go
I only told him how I felt; why didn't he let me know?
He thought I was crazy and that I wanted him to be more
But I couldn't convince him that I didn't need him through my door
He ignored me for two weeks, and didn't say a word
He was my friend, so I was concerned
I said "What's Up?", but he pretended not to see
Why is he doing this to me?
So I walked alone, and lived in misery
Cutting myself, and searching for people like me
***
Then suddenly, I walk into a room
Full of excited girls, which I thought was doom
But I then realized someone was in for the rescue
By a guy who loved me, and said "I love you"
I was happy and all, but it had to be a secret
Or else my dad would have to ruin it
He said he'd shoot any lover until I'm eighteen
I was still happy and all, but not until Halloween
He acted all quiet, and I didn't know why
Again, I now feel like I'm about to die
***
I heard that he loved her - the prettiest girl
I guess she's now come to ruin my world
She does this to everyone, even to her friends
So trust me, I'm guessing this is the end
***
I yelled at him and started a fight
Confused with the lie I heard one night
He swore he never liked her, so I got convinced
But there was something wrong - he winced
So I called us "Over", then I went and cried
He said sorry, and promised until I die:
I will love you no matter what, and don't believe what they say
But I'm sorry, but I'm still not convinced today
***
He begged for one more chance, and I gave a consent
He acted way better than before, that's why we went
Yes, we got back to normal ; he saved me again
From the confusion that everyone made then
But that was for three beautiful days,
And then suddenly, again, he changed his ways
***
He broke my heart for just being quiet
And it was like my heart was in a huge riot
I called it "Over" again, and he was okay
He didn't apologize like he did the other day
I guess he pretended, and just wanted some girl
Because he loved playing around like I'm some cheap pearl
***
So I'm broken again, just like before
Thanks for "loving" me, but this cheap pearl's now lost ashore
I'll be in pieces until I don't know when
But all I know is that this will just happen again and again

Comments

[Paranormal Silence]

Awww! That's sweet and sad at the same time! Sorry about your ex, I know how you felt.

[Vengeful Violet]

↓↓↓ LostAndHidden --- Yes, not ALL boys are like that. Of course someone out there will find me. Though, only a small portion of the poem was true...like until the part about my dad wanting to shoot him. The rest of the poem was just an ending I felt like putting.
The REAL ending is that he actually used me just to get to know my own sister better...*sigh*...

[RomeoVillaLobos]

Let me say that not all boys are like them. Soon you will find someone true. Just remember something that i was told once. Eyes that don't see, heart that doesn't feel it. Sorry.