• Can you hear me when I
    scream

    all night long while the music blasts
    so loud

    and you don't want to listen?
    Do you ever notice my tears,
    when I shed them, when I
    cry

    because you are nowhere near me?
    When you aren't here
    for the

    thousandth time, when I need you,
    can you sense the
    blooded stained

    sheets I awake, tangled in?
    Unless I thrash, falling to the
    floor

    because some nightmare
    ripped me from your heart?
    Do you

    care for my pain, for why I
    suffer?

    I wait for you, I long for
    your touch

    though the agony

    rips through me,

    taunting me with its thoughts of
    death

    or memory that
    seems easy enough

    to live off of. But
    I wish you

    the best, for I want you to be happy
    and say
    goodbye

    ...for now.