• ... I'm such a b*****d...

    How could I have fallen into that trap,
    hooked on this sick porn?
    It screwed up my mind, it made a gap,
    A gap between my flesh and my spirit that's worn.

    Kill Me...

    Everywhere, everything I see,
    it turns into a weapon in my mind.
    I turn all to war, I can't even see,
    I make all beauty blind.

    Kill Me...

    I fill this ******** mind with lust,
    this battle concealed within.
    I don't know why anyone would love this form of dust,
    why would anyone put up with my sin?

    Kill Me...

    My mind is filled with violent things,
    I seek pleasure in blood, gore, and death.
    All of it clips my delusive wings,
    It makes me an outcast, a waste of breath.

    Kill Me...

    I cuss constantly,
    I humiliate myself.
    I make my mouth unclean willingly,
    and confine me to this mental shelf.

    Kill Me...

    I disown everything that I am with,
    everything that I touch dies.
    I reject authority too much,
    and destroy myself to these lies.

    Kill Me...


    I say too much,
    do I think these thoughts not to be wrong?
    My mind has no crutch,
    my perverted mind sings an old song.

    Kill Me...

    I love my friend,
    who doesn't love back.
    I want to be with her to the end,
    ********! Sanity is what I lack!

    Kill Me...

    I reject a blessing,
    thus receive a curse.
    I try so hard to keep them guessing,
    from finding out my secret, so perverse.

    Kill Me...

    Why do I drown myself in loathing,
    and am condemned for being condemned?
    it weighs me down like damp clothing,
    against a fleshly rock my spirit is slammed.

    Kill Me...

    I rebel against my superiors,
    they don't even know this is going on.
    I rebel with my inferiors,
    why don't I ******** mow the lawn?

    Kill Me...

    I love my friend too much,
    am I such a b*****d to get these thoughts?
    SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU! HOW CAN YOU WISH FOR SUCH?!
    SHE'L LOVE HER BOYFRIEND WHILE YOUR BODY ROTS!

    Kill Me...

    I think dirty thoughts sometimes,
    though I give my best efforts, I still live in perversion.
    Despite all of my small rhymes,
    I still fight against the coercion.

    Kill Me...

    I am so stupid to hurt myself like this,
    foolish enough to have concealed my fate.
    I'm such a stupid b*****d to give into this "bliss",
    I only fall at a faster rate.

    Kill Me...

    She loves her boyfriend you b*****d,
    stop trying to get in the picture.
    Though this love of her occurred,
    FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR LORD FORGET HER!

    Kill Me...

    You will only ruin her life,
    so back off before it's too late.
    You may love her, but she is a happy wife,
    now is the time to dissipate. . .

    For the love of the Lord our God! Bring Justice and KILL ME!