• you lead me to believe i can trust you,
    while you cut wounds into my heart and soul.
    you make it worse with you smiles and laughter,
    and you keep putting salt on my wound.


    so keep burning me and tearing me down.
    watch this girl crumble before your eyes.
    watch me drown in my tears,
    and scream for help,
    knowing no one can hear.


    just keep your eyes on my now,
    and watch the pain you caused me.
    and just ignore it and dont care at all,
    cause i know you never cared anyways.


    just take a knife and stab me hard,
    the x on my heart marks the spot.
    you might as well do it now,
    im sure it wont hurt me at all.


    so live your life the way you want,
    hurting me is your natual ability.
    i hope i am the only one,
    that suffers from your cruelity.


    god please dont let him have a girl,
    i dont want her to end up like me.
    hating the world, and losing it all,
    and worst not able to gain any trust.


    i trusted you and believed what you said,
    i fell between the little cracks.
    you set up the trap doors around me,
    and i fell into everyone.


    you laugh, you smile, you sing, you praise,
    you care not one bit about my heart.
    your a liar, a backstaber, a b***h all together,
    but worst of all, you were amazing and i trusted you so.


    you were there when i needed you most,
    you always knew the right thing to say.
    yet then i make one wrong turn,
    and you cause me to end in a wreck.


    so just play it cool in front of your friends,
    i know that little game you play.
    and just keep on hurting me more,
    it seems to make you laugh.


    just play along in this fairytale of yours,
    just keep playing make believe with me.
    lets pretend that i dont care,
    and lets pretend this doesnt hurt.


    lets pretend that i never believed you,
    and that i never really believed you at all.
    yes lets pretend that thats all true,
    though its only make believe.


    lets tell the story about the boy and the girl,
    the one where the girl comes out stronger.
    the one where she never broke down,
    the one where she stood proud.


    let me hide my tears with fake smiles on my face,
    and hold my head up high.
    you wont win this fight with me,
    your just some guy i dont need.


    you were never worth my tears,
    and not even close to my smiles.
    you never should of been my friend,
    you never were good enough.


    yet i still was your friend,
    and happy that you were there.
    i smiled when i talked to you,
    i really loved you so.


    i wanted our friendship to last,
    i really thought it actually would.
    yet then you go and do this to me,
    and i wonder why i was so blind.


    just tear my heart in 2 and laugh,
    laugh at my tears and suffers.
    laugh at me while watching me cry,
    watch and enjoy me slowly die.