• There are just some things that poetry can’t express for me. And this is one of the times that it can’t. They say poetry can express yourself and I write enough poetry but sometimes I can’t find the right words to say. But today, gosh, today was so brilliant. The sun finally appeared to curl out of its ball and stretch its claws down and scratch me. Just feeling the sun and its radiance shine down through the cloudy and cold winter days made me smile. One of those bittersweet smiles. The smile that’s filled with melancholy and happiness. And, oh god I live for those wonderfully fantastic smiles. it’s the kind that you’ve been waiting so long to have because even though you know nothing about your life has changed something about the way the sun’s light touches you makes everything seem momentarily okay. And I love those smiles. I love having them and I love seeing them. There are some things that people just can’t say to make one feel better, but if I could just let everybody who I knew and cared about share one of these days with me, I swear they’d feel the same. It’s so nostalgic how the wind can bring back memories of something you want back so badly. SO I went outside, and I watched the clouds the wind blew my hair in so many directions but I didn’t care. The wind brought with it s many promises and it whispered them in my ears and they were of better times soon to come and it was just such a light hearted day. Just enjoying the sun feeling the wind seem to blow every time the sun stayed on my skin too long. It was a solitary day yes, I didn’t walk anywhere, I just sat, and enjoyed the passing of the winter. Another winter is gone and with it comes spring and in spring everything beings anew. I know its so not my style but when your life finally seems to looking up and you can see that light at the end of the tunnel that you’ve been walking a long time, you just cant help but smile. And for once, I feel happy.