sadness and sorrow

• Artist: xXkawaii-teddy bearXx
• Description: this is__________ actully i dont know what this is....but it came from my heart i know that much. i hope you enjoy it
• Date: 03/28/2009
• Tags: sadness sorrow

this life these people, who are they?
i try to think back to a time when i was happy but nothing comes up.
will i always be alone?
will this world keep changing?
will people stop and think i have feelings to you know.
but sadly they wont.
will i always feel so ugly?
will i always feel disgusted with myself?
i am ugly rite? i don't know any more.
yeah a am.
im also a fat a**.
will i stop hating myself.
when did i start hating myself?.
but right now all i can feel is the pain pulsing from my left wrist.
will i ever be normal?
will people love me for myself?
people are mean?
does that make me mean also?
am i being selfish for wanting to be somone else.
who am i anymore?

Comments

[Nurse Katherine]

dont feel like this your not alone and you arent at alll being selfish and if you need anything iam here biggrin

[darknessinlife]

ya kittykat wats her face can shut up she has no idea how people like you and me feel and act but one things for sure your not alone in this battle im right there with you all the way everything in that poem is true about me as well just know that your not all alone

[Kittykat_7_244]

) sure you may think Im just crazy by saying this however it is true, Beauty doesnt lye only skin deep, its the heart the mind the way one thinks<3 you are a beauty believe this in your heart and you will flourish like a rose that has just come into bloom<3 think and love with your heart see beauty within cause not all people can see, but they can feel the presence of a pure heart so love and shine your a beauty thine

[Kittykat_7_244]

Just Like a flower, every seed is different some see differences as flaws however this is not true to all,
you are like a rose gentle of the heart velvet petals to touch
but remember a rose has its strenght it has thorns to protect itself, remember a rose doesnt compare itself to another so dont do this to yourself believe in your beauty take firm root, believe writting is your beauty, that the outside isnt what always suits the preditors eye( meaning A guy loves personality one that can think