• Dragging the dagger


    Slowly down my wrists


    Watching the blood well


    And slide down





    Keeping my screams


    Silent as possible


    But unable to bear the pain


    Unable to bear the memories





    Memories of love and laughter


    Run rampant through my head


    Causing the pain to hurt even more


    Causing my heart to constrict





    Carving an X over my heart


    So no one takes the rest


    To not bring me anymore pain


    Watching the blood fall to the floor





    Screaming out into the night


    Your name roaring through my head


    Why did you have to leave me?


    To let me feel this way without you...





    No more healing touch


    No more sunshine to fill my world.


    Darkness surrounds me.


    Gray is all I see...





    The painful memories become harder to bear


    Slicing my wrists raw till I nearly faint


    Screaming at the world for taking you away


    Why did you have to die....