• This blackening heart I call my own,
    It aches and hurts,
    I'm all alone.

    Your eyes so so cold and hurt.
    I some how feel your pain.
    I also can see the shame in this.

    My heart is so cold.
    It hurts and shatters in two.
    this is how long I wait for you.

    You said those words I crave.
    Like I crave those summer days.
    but that feeling didn't last.

    You say you can't.
    Yet you give no reason why.
    I start to feel my differnt side.

    Trying not to cry.
    I feel like I'm about to die.
    Yet I have a reason to try.

    When I close my eyes,
    The nightmares fly.
    Then I finally come to rest.

    Just another step I take.
    Looking for better days.
    I count every step, and breath in which I've taken.

    Another day,
    It hurts'
    But ho would you know?

    Your so busy with all you do.
    You said that I'm your best friend too.
    What's a girl like me to do?

    I thought you said you liked me to.
    Now I know not to listen to you.
    I'm slowly loosing this chance, or any.

    Dear friend I love you, I mean I truely do.
    I wonder if you love me too.
    I'm sorry I'm not good for you.