• I see you laugh.
    I see you cry.
    And it makes me wonder why
    I cannot laugh.
    I cannot cry.
    I am so dead on the inside.

    I want to care
    I want to hold
    but my soul is frozen,
    my heart is cold.
    I cannot fathom
    or understand
    how you put yourself in another's hands.

    It seems so simple,
    yet so hard.
    My fears, I cannot disregard.
    My soul is dead,
    my body alive.
    It's so much harder
    to live than die.