• Looking Back


    I see myself in the mirror
    And I say same old there is no diffrence
    I have always been the same

    But I look closely at myself
    I start to see changes I have never seen before

    What is happening to me? I ask myself
    I stand there in amazment
    And I look again

    There is a girl
    Just reached the years of incerteninty and of changes
    She is quiet and shy but immensed with the sense of knowledge
    She smiles sweetly at me and waves to say hello

    She beckons towards me to come to her
    And I come
    Slowly carefully as not to scare her and to run away

    The room is white including the furniture
    She sits down on a sofa with a book
    She pionts at her book trying to make me see something

    I think to myself. "What can be so important?"[
    I want to humor her, so I look

    I let out a gasp of suprise
    And I see her smile

    Images passed by so fast I could hardly see them
    A girl crying
    A girl laughing
    A girl confused
    A girl learning

    "What is this? I ask her
    It is my life she answers

    I gasp again in shock

    The white walls begin flash the same images from the book

    Diffrent moments in time
    Diffrent opputunities
    Diffrent lives

    I look in the mirror
    There I was staring at ......me



    Me
    I
    You!

    She screamed at me
    The girl looked betrayed

    The image before me
    Reflected in the mirror
    Was Me


    I was dressed in black
    I was sad and angry with venom in my eyes
    My heart looked bitter
    But on the outside
    I was smiling
    Looking cheefrul filled with warmth
    But the warmth did not extend to my heart

    What have I become ?
    I turned to the girl
    I had so many questions
    I wanted to ask the girl

    But before I could open my mouth
    She answered for me

    I was you
    She is you
    You are me