• You broke my heart and I could never fix it, the only one who can fix it is you, and yet you do nothing but watch.

    You left me, yet I could never get myself to admit that “I hate you” somewhere inside me I still want to love you.
    I’ve been alone many times. I wanted you to be there. I waited at that door, but nobody came to save me.
    We cry, we laugh, we smile, and we get angry. Everyone feels pain and yet I can’t tell if I’m in pain or is it just like that every day.
    I love you and yet I hate you, you left me then came back, I called and you didn’t come, I cried but then you came I don’t know if I love you or just hate you for all my suffering alone.
    I was at the dark corner waiting for someone to call out and save me. I search for anybody, no one came. I waited for a long time and then you guys came and brighten everything in that dark corner for me. I felt overwhelm by happiness finally someone came and lighten up my dim light. They are called “Friends”
    I lost it all so I came to you. But all you did was turn your back and leave me suffering. Then you made me realize I could never trust anyone but myself. I’ll live and die believing what I learned that time.
    I was suffering and yet no one knew, I smile and laugh like always but inside I was calling for help. Nobody understood me so I cried in that lonesome corner wanting someone to help me and understood what I was trying to say. But no one ever did.
    You said I would be nothing, so watch me as I grow.
    You told me that having courage was worthless but I’ll show you that I can use that courage for a lot more things than arguing.
    You always hated me because I never give in when we fight but you just dot know where I got that trait from. I got from no one but you.
    I’ve been hurt and went through many things but I never cried but why is that I could never stop my tears when you lost hope in me.
    I’ve went through a lot more pain than you think but how come hearing a few words from you can hurt me so bad and make me so happy.
    I always think I’m right but why is that you always say that I’m wrong, when you explain and I think it made me realize I could never be right when you’re here.
    I’m always wrong in your eyes I could never be right in anything. When I try and prove my point you always yell so I shut up but I wish that you could hear my words and just listen to it because I want to prove that I’m right in one thing. And that’s, that your just like me you always want to be right and that’s what you always feel but sometimes I wish I could feel it to.
    You always side with him and never with me you, always made me feel like you’ll never support me. You always tell me to shut up while you yell at me I wish I was brave enough to say something back but I have to wait for that time to come. But for now I dream that you could read what I’m saying in my head.
    We went for a drive and we were happy, then I said one word and it ruined everything I tried to talk but I knew that my voice can’t reach you anymore. But if you looked at my face you would’ve understand everything I wanted to say.
    I try to hide all my flaws but when I’m around you, you always find it and make me feel like I never have anything but flaws in me.