• It seems that no matter what I do. There is always that one voice in my head that tells me that I shouldn't be happy. It happens the most when I start to have fun and relax. It's the same voice that tells me that my fiance cheats just because my other boyfriends have done it to me in the past. It tells me that I'm not pretty and that I'll always be fat.
    Most of all it tells me that I'm nothing compared to all the girls in the world and that I should just give up. I was never meant to be happy.
    I never will be happy.
    I mean why would anyone want me? Or so the voice says.