• I close my eyes
    and i dream
    i dream of one simple thing
    i dream of daddy loving me
    and mom not being so blind and hardheaded
    i dream of being beutiful
    and guys taking a second look
    i dream of being intelligent
    and people telling me so
    i dream of being loved
    and loving someone who cares
    i dream of things
    and i know i will never get them
    So they stay locked away
    in the depths of my mind
    eating me away
    turning my mind to slime
    making living hard
    making me want to turn to the razor
    but i know nothings worth that
    Not anymore because even if it's only a dream
    I have something.