• Sick of crying...tired of trying.
    Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.
    I stand out in this rain, so no one sees my pain.
    Surrounded by shame, I won't ever feel the same.
    Before this I was lively, but now please kill me, oh so kindly.
    This life of mine has torn me apart. Pierced my soul, and shattered my heart.

    These minutes are my last, to look back on the past,
    and witness thine curses cast.
    I was born into a family so empty and full of despair.
    My life from then on, just didn't seem quite fair.
    Treated like a monster, I ran away from home.
    Hoping to find happiness, I went out on my own.

    Now I have friends, that actually care about me.
    I want to go visit back home, but my family just won't see.
    How their cruelty and treatment stabbed me like a knife, they just couldn't
    understand that I couldn't deal with this life.

    I'm done, I'm through. I'm ending this now.
    I'll be just another addition to the suicidal crowd.....