• Would I rather feel pain, or nothing at all?
    Would I rather cry, or die?
    Would I rather put on a fake smile, or break down and sob like I know I would?
    Would I rather listen to a happy pointless song, or a depressing, but true song?
    Would I rather say that I’m happy when I’m not, Or tell the world how awful it is being me?
    Would I rather be with him and in pain, or away from him and in pain?

    Nothing at all.
    Die.
    Break down and sob like I know I would.
    A depressing, true song.
    Tell the world how awful it is being me.
    Away from him and in pain.

    This way is easier, But that does not make it right.

    I should feel pain.
    I should cry.
    I should wear a fake smile.
    I should listen to a happy song.
    I should say that I’m happy.
    I should be with him to show him the pain he’s caused.