• People find me boring
    it's somewhat disconcerting.
    I don't know what to do anymore.
    it seems i shall never please, ever
    Who do I turn to? Who will be there?
    who will listen to me, really listen?
    No one.
    No one.
    i'm terrified of the future, but even
    More afraid of the now. It seems
    there is no hope for me, though I am
    Constantly promising those who say are
    there that I am okay, that I am not slipping
    Under. I just don't know what to do anymore